Joycette

Happy Birthday Alicia

2009-09-25T01:09:00.000-07:00

All my friends are envious of me having elder sister, and i somemore have two! and i somehow am quite proud to have them, really!

Time flies, my sister is turning 23 , on 26th Sept.

There's always a strong bond among us sisters, whenever anything happens, we stand out for each other, we feel for each other!

I remember once, i was merajuk because i didnt wanna practice my speech and my mom was about to scold me... ali kept persuading me to practice my speech and kept telling my mom that i did i did...

Back in primary school, when we were still in our old house, we used to have a double decker bed. and i remember got once, i was on the stairs climbing to the upper decker, ali played with me and she was on the lower decker kicking me.. i almost fell and i got so mad, i took a stainless steeled tabung and threw on her. Her lips were swolen so badly, and she had a singing competition the next day!

omg, i felt sooooo bad... and still feeling bad now u know :( lastly, she brought her swolen lips to the stage and finished her song. i love u ali.

My mom my dad my sis my bro love her because she is so smart and understanding. she's like a wise intellectual woman to me.

I can't deny i hate her hot temper sometimes, but i love her everything else :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALI !

May all the best of luck for you and may happiness be with you.

We love you prettie.

TITANIC - MOVIE OF MY LIFE

2009-09-24T11:00:00.000-07:00

out of boredom i surfed thunder for some good movie to watch, and came to browse through titanic, no second thought, i clicked it.

gosh, it tears me even for my dunno how many times watching it.

and one thing i cant deny, Titanic is the most amazing movie ever, and not even any movie can replace it, until now... Titanic was so long ago... ever since it was out, until now, a decade almost... not even one movie can replace how good it is in my heart. gosh, it just worths my tears and time watching it over and over again. kate winslet is so uniquely beautiful and leonardo dicarpio... i know all u must be thinking he's damn old and short but pls! he's my super idol ! and i still adore him until now :D

madness for heels

2009-09-23T08:35:00.000-07:00

i want an online boutique which has nice ready stock heels, oh please? CANT I JUST HAVE ONE !

i ve paid my pre order heels for few days ago but i have to wait for two weeks. i dont know why am i on this madness for heels now ! ohh please please... let me have one for now !

i've been browsing thru pages and pages... well, good try u sellers but all either too expensive or pre-order.

all i ever wanted - REASONABLEPRICE, READY STOCK, NICE.

three simple things.

COME ON !

What family stands for?

2009-09-21T23:53:00.000-07:00

Seriously i love my family.

and just if you still dont know, what family stands for?
Father And Mother I Love You

and here are my pictures with my family :)

=))

2009-09-21T04:52:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari Raya =))

It's malay new year again, it's so fast ! i love that the whole selangor is not as packed, all the main highways are so free of jam and what can i say, I LOVE TRAVELLING AROUND =))

hmm, this period of time is also the period where people leave Msia to further studies in UK, after the summer break. I ll miss you all my friends out there!

As for me, that's gona happen next year. a big NAYYYYY ! arh.

So what i did during this holidays? *click on my pic for more pics*

I had alot of fun with my family at our Genting trip ! hmm, cant wait for the next trip this end of year.

as a lazy blogger, allow me to stop here! and more updates soon k =))

I MISS YOU !!!

2009-09-01T02:58:00.000-07:00

i miss you i really do :(

2009-08-28T14:32:00.001-07:00

Bumpy bumpy this love road
falling down
again
thought it would be good
but turn out in pain
what i should
and what i could
to join in this love game
shut me up and take a look
this game is for saints
switch me to single mode
and i'll not be
tame

2009-08-28T09:46:00.000-07:00
FUCK YOU BREAK UP !

Fridays are <3

2009-08-28T01:24:00.000-07:00

How is everyone doing ?

This is a post, specially to congratulate all my babes and dudes in passing their UOL EXAMS ! I'm so happy for them !

Especially Kenn. His birthday is 20days before the result comes out ! and i said i'll grant him his birthday wish, and last night, by checking his result with my handphone, happily, KENN ! YOU PASSED !

DAMN. that's the best news i've ever told him i guess.
This year is probably a good year for them, as most of them passed ! some even with flying colours. hmm, i almost forgot what's the feeling of victory...

ANYWAY.

I accompanied my dear Halle to 1u yesterday ! and due to the very attractive promotion, i bought this ! (im lazy to take a pic so i google it instead! HEhe)

BEAUTEEN/HOYU JAPAN No. 1 HAIR DYE

WHY DID I BUY IT ? I buy every single thing for a reason. and this hair dye, i buy it with a SUPER GOOD REASON.

Here's the deal. buy one hair dye and u r entitled to one small japanese bag (tiny bag where u can stuff ur money and hp inside, but the promoter claimed it to be a HOT item in Japan where every girl is using.) and also u are entitled to one lucky draw.

So, the attractive part is IF YOU BUY TWO, u get two tiny japanese bags, two lucky draws, and BONUS IS : u get a travelling bag (stripes, quite cute la) which costs rm69.9 and one hair conditioner which is worth rm19.9.

For Lucky Draw, the best thing u can get is either shampoo or conditioner, or else, japanese fan, pens, cape... tiny stuff like that.

So, since hal wanna buy too, we bought two ! and i took the conditioner cause firstly i dun use travelling bag and i have hell alot at home. So i gave her instead. and the kind promoter actuallly let me peep into the lucky draw box and i got conditioner, as wanted. So i'll have two bottles! hmmm? ok, so the kind lady asked if i wanna change to shampoo. why not?

HEHE. so i actually spent rm22.9 on

one hair dye
one japanese tiny bag
one shampoo
one conditioner

What's so good bout the hair dye? well, i am actually used to DIY dye my hair, cause i have many bad experiences with hair stylists, who can never give me the hair color i want. So, i usually buy hair dye in a wholesale shop (available in sg wang, puchong and many places)... So usually i have to buy my own gloves and capes and comb...

The thing with this hair dye is... GLOVES - provided. Capes - use unwanted towel la.... COMB - not necessary because the bottle comes with the comb-like cover. so u basically press and comb your hair and the hair dye is applied evenly. HOW GOOD THIS IS?

WHERE TO GET IT ?

I bought it during watsons promotion and i think it's still going on... in 1u, old wing concourse, right beside padini authentics (i think...)

OKAY! time to wash my hair now.

This year i gain alot of pain

2009-08-26T09:11:00.000-07:00

i am in a deep pain. i swear this is my last time going through this pain. it has been umpteen times in a year. and now, i will clearly, make this a must. i must go this time. i M U S T let go this time. i M U S T leave this time, and never give myself a chance or a damned excuse to come back again.

Because nothing will be as pain.

It's like a sickness, haunt me for a year, sometimes feels good but when virus attacks, hurt like no way !

this year, is perhaps the year i lost most tears. the year i will bear in mind, and let myself know, never commit same mistake again. a reminder year. this is the most painful year, too. Growing up is a long way and a painful way to go.

no matter how cute his sleeping pose is, no matter how adorable he is to me, i must make my heart firm and strong as stone this time, i am going to leave.

i am sick of myself, lingering around someone who i dont seem to understand after a year. i am sick of myself, crying alone in the night while he sleeps tight. i am sick of myself giving out hell lots but still being said i am selfish and greedy. i am sick of being in a relationship alone.

why does it cause so much pain ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

when is this gonna end ? now. yes, i tell myself, i order my mind, my emotion, my heart to stop my love, towards this saint. He deserves better.

Boring Girl At Home

2009-08-25T23:32:00.001-07:00

Howdy?

I've been bored at home! as i hate being a cheap labour working 10 hours for rm100 so i am jobless now ! add on : i cant deny that i am pretty lazy nowadays. i wake up at 12pm ! or later. jetlag wat to do. nonsense! timelag it should be. lol.

Suddenly i realise i've abandoned my bloggggg and most of the time i dont have a proper entry, really. and i am kinda sure i have no readers now. Just like myself, i would stop visitting that blog if the blogger is lazy as me. whatever.

I am at home all the time and i dont know what to blog about already, really. oh, come, someone come piss me off or make me extremely happy.

Oh ya, national day is coming ! where to ? I WILL BE BACK TO MY HOMETOWN ! and it's pretty cool to stay at a peaceful town on this peaceful day. but im actually pretty worried about the traffic. im sure we'll get stuck BADLY in a jam at the east coast highway as everyone is heading back ! awww. nooo!

Arh, since im bored, i played with my webbie. and some features it has.

I love Flowers! someone comes gimme a big bouquet ! lol. i dunno what im talking about, im just really malfunctioning already !!! some says, when u r lazy, ur brain and all organs wil work slower, so your whole body and reflection and respond are like, slow by half a bit. im no longer a science student, so i dun care if this is proven scientifically. but currently, i feel like it ! dang. pretty slowed.

Anyway, i've been helping my sis with her online boutique, take down order, reply to inquiries etc. and i told my sis i want a dress in repay.

im pretty in love with that *point at the dress*, do u think u wanna give it to me?

nop!

*SOBS* WHY la WHY. i helped u this and this and that and ... *drama going on*

Argh. i'll buy u more next month. (as she's going oversea to choose stocks)

Well, im really in love with those dresses but im not allowed to buy.

next topic,

Sometimes i dont feel like a girl ! i havent been decorating my nails and toes for like ... a month. why are toes and nails important to a girl ? i dunno, it just makes a girl look 20% cleaner, 20% prettier, 20% sexier, 20% cuter and last 20% more attractive. so now i need to catch those percentages back.

Catcha in a bitt !

chill the fuck out

2009-08-25T03:42:00.000-07:00

when will u start to listen to me...

sigh. this is my first time, very first time feeling fed up. i am tired after consecutive fights. i am sick of stuffing my feelings in my fragile lil damn heart and talk to no one. fuck this shit.

the prob is afterall, i dunno what r we fighting for. his dignity? or my dignity?

just, none of us can let go of those stupid meaningless fight and hold each other again.

calm the fuck down.

i cant. the besst i can do is hide my hp in the blanket, silent mode, open my laptop and crap it here !

this is my best. what a fucking failure.

*SCREAM* i suck doing my best i suck being ur best so what shits i am? argh. SICK.

S IIIII G HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!

u guys know just, what is sigh ?

WHY DO I DESERVE SHIT !

Family Dinner <3

2009-08-23T05:44:00.000-07:00

It has been ages since i have pictures ! i have no idea why, really. i am just being really low profile lately. lol.

Actually, not much outings lately, i've been working on a website for days so i became a computer geek for few days... but now during my family days!

My parents have been here for 3 days <3<3 and as usual, we hang out and had alot good times ! and finally i get to see myself in pictures, lol.

We actually attended a dinner with my dad's friend, whose son works in this restaurant so we get to dine in without advance booking :)

Dinner at YANG CHENG RESTAURANT, JLN. IMBI, KL.

the usually charming and always my pride, sisters

Me and my fatt tiu cheong soup. Lovin' it !

my mom busy talking, i busy enjoying my wine and thats my sis, posing

My dad and Uncle Choy

My mom and Uncle Choy's wife

I had a great night merely just sitting there though i was soooooo full !!!

Alright, before i crap over nothing, till then ya ! :)

Update

2009-08-18T05:31:00.001-07:00

yes i ve been so busy again ! lol. im so sorry , i ve been working and working and ... just feels occupied !

My sis's online boutique is launched !

HTTP://WWW.URBANCHIQUE.BLOGSPOT.COM

have fun shopping ! and i ll be back in short !

BREAK IN MY CAR

2009-07-21T04:27:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Let's make this short and simple.

-=thoughts running through=-

1. my pet society is effing slow and im so sick of it.

2. im so hungry and i love to eat but im so fat.

3. im so tired after work and i thirst for a full body aromatic massage.

4. i hate my job because i make more than 100 calls a day.

5. but i feel productive having something to do.

6. my colleague studies in Help too.

7. so long since i last go out and had fun.

8. my laptop got stolen by some assholes im sure he's not educated enough. (elaborate later)

9. planning on a new laptop but im so lazy to research.

10.my gossip girl series was in my stolen laptop, so are a lot of my sister's business ideas and our pictures.

11.i just done one of my event job in beauty fair and getting money soon but im poor for now.

12.i effing HATE the rollover advertisement at the side bar of any website especially facebook. u advertisers just make us hate ur product more.

13.i am tired.

Sometimes short sentence tells how i feel the whole week.

ELABORATION OF NUMBER 8 :

It was a beautiful day , i was accompanying my boy friend in a cyber cafe, i then went out to find my friend. oh that was one day before my event job started. so what happened was i was urging my bf to bring me to taman megah pasar malam because i wanna get myself a pair of black socks for my job (also helping my friend to buy) so i was very enlightened to shop at pasar malam cause that was the chance i got after a year. so, expected there to be no parking, i asked my bf to park somewhere further instead, cause i dun mind to walk ! then we got down the car, u know girls, wont just shop for one thing, so we went on to talk for a while... and i swear, not even half an hour later we went back to take our car.

some guys were staring at our car, my first respond was... are they gonna break our glasses? then i walked faster...

" ur car got broken in "

holy shit what the fuck muthaf*ka c*ba* all kinda swear and rudest words came out my mind but i only managed to say oh my god.

the guy looking at my bf's car was a random guy parking next to us, his car is an estima and his got broken too.

oh ya, forgot to tell u, first thing came to my mind when i know the car got broken in was... my laptop. my laptop was one month old, how NEW !!! and i am just so so so so so fucking pissed at those uneducated fellas ! i mean, u want something, work for it, not STEALING ! oh thats not even stealing, thats BURGLARY. fuck them all seriously.

if u are so rich to buy a laptop detector, go buy yourself a cup to sit beside the road side maybe i would donate few cents to you. by breaking into my bf's car, stealing my new laptop, leaving all the shattered glasses all over the car dont make you someone smart and rich ! but it makes others poor, sad, and troublesome to clean off the shattered glasses.

i wont say its not my fault of leaving my laptop in the car without supervision but hello, does it mean u can BREAK my glasses and steal ? fuck you ok.
before breaking ppl's glasses and stealing ppl's things, please spend half a second to think, what if that happens to you? oups sorry forgot that u have no brain or ur brain is so full of shits.

BE CIVILISED

or these people never grew up to realise that they have left the stone age long time ago ? no wonder, no wonder, no wonder Malaysia has such a high rate of criminal records... tsk tsk. thanks these people. why not u guys get out of malaysia and go to somewhere like mars or venus where there is no human? so u dont need to live so competitive that u need so much money to steal my laptop.

come on people, 2009 already. who doesnt know the economy is down? who doesnt know crisis is coming? not just you okay. well. i cant say nothing but please please, don't take others' burden as your happiness. go nowhere but hell.

Broken Strings

2009-07-17T03:42:00.000-07:00

Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything

When I love you,
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking,
It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train when it's too late

Broken Strings, by James Morrison.

First day, i woke up at 2 something, pm. then i online listening to songs and do some house chores then hang out with my sisters and played with my puppy. times flies and it comes to 7pm now. the night is scary and lonely. but i did not tear a single drop today, i rate myself 90%.

im sitting by the balcony, natural wind, but very hazy out there, guess it's time to get on a mask. keeping myself occupied, is not the best way to get out of all these, i know. but at least, im not crying like a baby. my body is all tired out, so is my soul and mental. but surprisingly, my emotion is pretty stable.

but, still, i wonder how is he doing. im sure he's not in a good mood too, but all the best, let's pray for him. pray that he will feel much better than me. pray that he'll have all his best.

as for myself, i'll continue doing this, moving on. life's not all about love, true? keeping it to myself and my blog is the only thing i will do now cause i find no point sharing, turning to anyone but my own.

what difference does this make to my life? drastic. maybe it changed my life the other way round, but who knows, it might be good? but im still hurt. i still wanna see him, still wanna be around him, still wanna make him laugh.

im sure i do better.

My Immortal

2009-07-16T11:31:00.000-07:00

this wound wont seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
u cry I'd wipe away all of your tears
u scream I'd fight away all of your fears
i hold your hand through all of these years
you still have... all of me.
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
but though you're still with me
I've been alone all along...

I used to listening to this song the last time i broke up. No difference to this time, i'm still listening to it.

one difference i spot, this time, it's much more painful than any others. feels sad yet weird, im not crying now, on the first night. dont know if im already immuned or im too tired to cry. or maybe i still haven't face it properly.

i am back to single again!

and i cant fall asleep no matter how tired my body and soul are. no matter how tiring my eyes are, i just cant seem to close them. im scared of the images popping up my mind.

is this for good. is this for real. is this true.

wake up lil hunny, yes it is. pull your eyes open and see the truth.

never knew the pain is so untouchable, so fake... im diving in the fantasy... dun seem to want to wake up. this dream is over hunny, so wake up. move on move on. someone tells me these? tomorrow is a better day. but how bout tonight? THINK OF TOMORROW!

but how good tomorrow is ?

If your internet line sux... u probably gonna wait really long for pics. lol

2009-07-08T21:53:00.000-07:00

HAPPY HOLIDAYS

if your holiday is still on! just like mine...

Holidays r fun in a way that... you're always available for any outing and u are always so free to do whatever thing you like.

As for me, i had a boring week, last week i mean. and i finally feel so occupied this week ! until today... im able to slow down my path, sitting relaxed, blog as usual.

What did i do this week? I had interviews, friend's farewell party, shopping(a fruitful one!), karaoke, well, basically im always outside when the sun shines! lol.

alright, so finally i hv pics! actually i've transferred days ago but as said, i was busy this week so now only i could upload them!

Deeviah's Farewell Party @ Telawi Street Bistro, Bangsar

the size is not properly edit as im too lazy

patheticcc

2009-07-01T06:48:00.000-07:00

im sure u would love to know how a student on 3 months holiday would spend her time.

everytime before my holidays come, i'll have a whole long list of plans, to-dos so that i wont be a redundant someone, sleeping at home 24/7 complaining bored and feel like a retard. Sadly, none of my plan comes true, everytime! and yes, not as expected, im the one who complains BORED TO DEATH now. And, i also wonder when is my new sem starting !!! cant wait for it !!!

i hate waking up early, i hate scratching my heads over tough subjects, i hate burning midnight oil studying for tests, i hate travelling all the way to my college for classes, i hate preparing for exams, i dunno why i feel completely different now. i wish i can go classes again, studying for subjects, researching for assignments and stuffs! oh, pathetic!!!

u know, i feel so ... (lemme find a right word to explain my feeling) *after 5 mins* gosh, i really dunno how to explain how i feel ~ i just, dont wanna stuck in pet society for the entire day, googling over thousands of stuffs, chasing after bizarre gossips, do everything to try to make myself feel useful. im like, wasting my life... seeing my life fading slowly away! not exaggerating. im sure no one likes to feel useless, had nothing done in a whole 24hours, lay your palm to your mom to get money! tsk tsk. this is what i am. sad huh!!!

Rachelle's birthday outing @ Poppy Garden

2009-06-21T02:05:00.000-07:00

I'd say, finally... i have an entry with pictures. lol.

and yes, i gain a lot alot of weight !!! i became a lazy bum in holidays and i eat and sleep a lot. guess it's time to hit the gym!!!

and this outing is a little special, why say so? because this time we clubbed with people we've never seen them in anything else than school uniform! yes, basically a highschool reunion. so it's pretty fun!

poor me forgot to bring my camera that night, i was actually put it on the table, i just forgot the step to put it into my bag! arh. such a waste. cause u know i hardly party i hardly wear nicenice make up nice nice and etc. but luckily we had rach, maggie and halle's cameras and after synchronizing, here's our pics!

the long time no see Jack Tan

The attendees

the posers (Ken, Kelvin, Jacktan, Mathew)

Maggie & I

The Girlies

Camwhore with the camwhore queen

Oh, u know who he is.

ChenLing, my neighbour back in hometown

im so fat !!!
that explains why i din take lots pics.

Me and the birthday chic. Stay pretty han !

There ends the night. and i just cant wait to have next outing. cause i did not really mix along very well this time as i was having a sore eye.

SO, TOODLES.

Updates

2009-06-16T23:14:00.000-07:00

hey there. sorry for being M.I.A. for a while.

i've not been able to online for a while.

i don't know what am i actually busy-ing over, but i just feel like i have no time to blog.

its my highschool best fren's birthday today, happy birthday Rachelle. and we're gonna party at poppy tomorrow night. it has been so long since i last had fun, really wanna get crazy for this time cause i cant forsee any opportunity of going party after this one.

my eyes feel weird, like i cant open it entirely. but i sweat i had enough sleep. more than enough. or is it because i sleep too much? but my eyes r tired. i think my health is getting weaker as i always feel discomfort in different parts of my body. should i see a doctor. but what do i tell the doctor? i feel discomfort , all parts. hahaha. shiznit.

oh by the way, im really happy and i think i shall put on a wide smile, i passed my exams. thank god.

nothing much to update now. till then.

Anticipate...

2009-05-28T08:45:00.000-07:00

the nearer the time is getting to meeting mat, the more impatient i am !

why do i talk like i've gone somewhere for a year. Nooo. i've been away only for less than two weeks. 8 days to be exact. but i already miss him soooooo muchhh! im even nervous to see him again hahaha. call me silly, yes.

im beginning really lazy to do anything but to wait until tomorrow! today after two mins. okok. i dunno and dun want to tell you how desperate i am to see him again. so, toodles!

Sick of holidays

2009-05-23T00:40:00.000-07:00

oh my gosh i am so bored. so damn bored seriously.

when i have classes everyday i was anticipating my holidays when now my holidays just begin and i am dying of boredom already.

i have no mood to go out but staying home is so dead sometimes. other than playing with suri my dog i dunno whatelse i can do. i really dont sleep a lot. not a drama fans. come on... u tell me whatelse can i do. *scratch head*

Exam is over

2009-05-13T20:39:00.000-07:00

exam is o-o-o-o-over!

i feel quite fast actually, it's like it ends before i really go into the mad fever of doing revision.

what i wanna do most is get a camera and take pics everywhere and continue bloggin' *big smile

i wanna capture down my dog's life and also mine. haha.

one year is short sometimes... another less than a week im gonna celebrate my 1st anniversary with mat :) *happy

just out of boredom

2009-04-25T11:41:00.000-07:00

argh what will you do when u r tired n ur head feels like exploding but u r still stucked with your damn books in the middle of the night ?

SLEEPING , DUH ?

Uhuh, very smart.

but i dont feel like it yet, i just wanna take a break before moving on.

Can i bring up some topics and opine them?

sometimes i dunno why do people need to study and i used to ask my friends when i was young, who invented EDUCATION. aww that was so innocent. haha. but seriously, who said education is so important that we shouldnt leave it OUT OF OUR LIFE? aww, i just wanna have fun !!

fun needs money, and money comes from salary of your job. Job comes from your employer and employer sees how educated u are. SO THAT IS THE DAMN REASON WHY I AM STUCKED WITH MY KNOWLEDGE NOW ! ya so dun complain, go back to study hahaha.

but seriously, why cant i find my hidden talent and make a profit out of it? like maybe im such a great painter, or im best at shouting, how bout my singing voice resembles angel's voice and people pay me to sing. shit that would be excellent! and what if i just stay home take pic n blog like xiaxue and i live like her, luxury *blink

or maybe im hot and pretty enough that i go for some photoshoot n get thousands per session?

okay i know im pretty dumb saying things like this now. so switch topic.

hmm, let's talk bout... how to relax your going-to-explode-head ?

this is pretty torturing when ur head is screaming and u dunno what to do. i think when i sleep later i can dream of nothing by case names. sometimes i love studying n sometimes i hate. i love studying when i can slack off n skip class the next day not like working ur wage of the day get cut by skipping work. i hate it when i have to study for exam while exam is coming nearer and nearer! goddamnit why cant i have my good time sleeping shit :(

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2009-04-24T00:13:00.000-07:00

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sucky shitty

2009-04-17T23:28:00.000-07:00

i feel so collapsed.

life is full of separations. so many separations that would make you think life is tiring. sometimes i just wanna live happily, in a happy go lucky sense. fuck all the problems fuck them all, i just wanna live my life. life is so short why do i care for so much?

slowly i discover that i am not a worthy person. not worth to be loved. cause maybe my way of loving people is not correct. maybe i enjoy being loved than loving.

i feel good and comfy being wit him and i can smile 24 hours a day when im with him and im always feelin cheered when he's around.

shit i dun feel like continuing.

slight update

2009-04-06T09:07:00.000-07:00

those blogs i used to read are so not updated and so is mine. is this period of time a superb busy one? that everyone has to be so busy that they ignore their blogs.

for me it definitely is. well, i mean even if its not i still abandon my blog but for now, i really hav no time but to prepare for studies. exam is less than a month away and mooting is tomorrow. oh its over 12am now so my mooting presentation is later. sh*t. i did not memorize my points yet and this is an important presentation that is counted in my finals. life is HARD on me. no i should say im pretty unorganised. and u know what, i actually forgot to bring my formal heels, but thank god i hav good friend like halle who is willing to lend it to me!!! muax, thanks babe!

i am kinda tired after hangin out outside and reach home after 11. i hate it when i reach home this late. it's another story if i can sleep till tomorrow night but the thg is, wake up PRET-TIE EARL-IE Mannn.

ok my early is 7 somthg and im sure its really early to everyone and most of u.

so i better hit the sack now. ciaoz. wish me lucks

I am ...

2009-04-01T02:38:00.000-07:00

Today is a bad bad day.

Because i got slapped by my best friend.

She said she hates me and dun wanna friend me anymore...

i think twice, thrice... so many times... where did i go wrong, what did i do...

could it be that i am prettier than her? could it be that her bf actually had a crush for me? could it be that my personality sucks? could it be that someone sabotage us?

she's my bff for 10 years. 10 years is really long and i used to tell her every single dirty little secret... i am really down. this feeling sux to the max and i can do no more but to ask her what happened.

she replied in sms, shut up b*tch, fu*k off.

those harsh words really hurt deeply you know. dear, tell me where did i go wrong? i really cherish our friendship... and i will not let it just die like this, without even a reason.

Afterall...

I shall just ....

wish everyone that HAPPY APRIL FOOOOOOL.

Hahahahhahhaha, shit i feel so sorry cause i've pranked on almost everyone today !
firstly Mat, 3 of my siblings, Halle, Jukenn, Julien, marilyn, kim, qing, lyiana, whoelse huh! lol i really love doing this on this day. but my limit is that i wont go beyond the extent where ppl get frust la hahaha. most replies are : lame or not funny ...

the best part is that when i send "i lost 700bucks! to my shella my eldest sis, and then i said APRIL FOOL hahaha. then guess what, within 15 mins, she sent me a msg saying "i knocked down a guy and he's lying on the floor"
gosh! darling shel, shouldnt u ... ahhaahahaha. speechless.

and for julien, i used the same trick i used last year. ops ops, too bad hahaha.

Those who got pranked are halle and jukenn. too bad for you guys. lol!!!

alright now, dun go too over, play safe hahaha.

Love is...

2009-03-29T21:11:00.000-07:00

how do you define love?

you dun wanna starve him, you want him to stay healthy all the time, you want all the best for him

or

you dun mind to starve him and physically you can ignore him but you understand his soul ?

isnt this hard to be selected ?

What do couples do ?

2009-03-26T21:45:00.000-07:00

Hi there ! I'm in such a good mood to blog because I am so going to a movie tonight with my loved onesss! It has been real long since i have this kinda entertainment :/ so tonight deserves to be longed for !

Since im in a good mood, I'll try to make a good post with pics :)

Alright, since my life now revolves around Mat so i'll just post something related to both of us. We've been together for ___ as seen in the right bar, so all these while we actually don't really live being loving to each other, have our quality time, candle light dinner and all those stuffs which most couples will do. We actually spend time going for evening sports, planning friends outings, picnic, quarreling(stepping stone towards our future k), singing k with whole bunch of friends, travelling(only once tho), we hardly even go movies...!

I know all girls love romantic outings, warm atmosphere, nice food etc. but imagine, if you live doing these at all times, eating at mamak will become something special for you then! mayb one day your bf surprise u by staying at home doing nothing ! do you get wat im trying to say? So try to do something new with your bf, such as, getting a pet and play with them ? love them like a kid of both of you.

It surely keeps you warm all the time !

Okay, having a pet is not an easy task though so if you dont think you can bear with the responsibility, plssss, please don't buy or adopt a pet. Dont torture them and you yourself ! but if you r really planning to get one and you are so damn sure that you will treat them like your own kids, go here ! okay why am i talking bout having a pet ! hahaha. alright, next thing you can try out is utilizing your camera !

Have your partner posing funnily, uglily, whatsoever which makes your day !

And begin admiring your own capturing skill ! and most of all, edit it on your pc and make it a real poster or wallpaper on your pc isnt that fun !

Ok, another easier job is to capture your own pic, in short, camwhore and put it on your partner's handphone wallpaper ! that's a little surprise which could make him smile :)

Do you have the habit of taking pics during your outing ?

PLEASE DO !
Try to keep a collection of your loving pictures so you can do something with it during your special day. for example, you can make a colourful photo album and give it to him during your 1st anniversary... or you can decorate your room wall with lots of loving pics, comeon ! that is really sweeeeet !

Another reminder! even if your relationship is years old, you should always keep yourself dressed up whenever you guys r going out ! i mean, put on make up and wear your contact lens, that could enlighten the whole outing !

Most of all, always appreciate and keep your picture well cause these pics could really make you smile when you accidentally see them somewhere.

Also, you shouldnt be shy to take his pic whenever you want to ! Alright now, if you like my post, do the same and i now TAG you :) especially Halle, do this post.

random weird day

2009-03-22T23:55:00.000-07:00

today is just a weird day. the weather is the main factor i guess!

i took a cab and the cab driver was cursing all the way out scolding me when i demanded to go to bangsar lrt instead of damansara. it's the same way anyway. and i just asked if he wanna do that, i dun mind if he says no. but all he did was scolding from the starting point to the destination.

well, i was stil being nice saying thank you all but he ignored. well well. bad luck day.

anyway, when i come to lrt, there were two guys, twins brothers i presume, coz they look the same. what happened was they were arguing over something... really kinda loud. they werent aware that almost everyone was staring at them. but they look kinda taiko so i dare not la u know, wat if they just punch me in the face asking me wtf im staring at.

they got out to the same station as me, still quarrelling, it's freaky when they walk in front of you and they looked like they are gonna fight anytime soon. then i walked faster to their front and guess wat, they had some physical touch to each other, really look like gonna fight and what i did was actually running down the stairs. haha.

the weather lately is killing me. so try this song, thinking of you by katy perry. it's pretty good ok. random. i dunno wat to say ba :)

why did i start a blog

2009-03-19T23:27:00.000-07:00

few days ago while i was visitting my fren's blog, i found out that she had a list of blogger friends, with names and what she(my fren) thinks about them. obviously im in the blogroll and im the JOYCE DOESN'T REALLY BLOG. lol, she says it all !

kinda true isn't it. i have a blog which is so hardly updated. my bad. somehow i really enjoy reading blog rather than blogging myself 'cause somehow im not as creative as other bloggers who made their blog pretty interesting !

i started bloggin' because i had a lot to share with people and i love taking pics of everything and i used to love taking pics wherever i go and whatever interesting i see for the sake of putting them in my blog so when i can recall what i've done in my life.

sadly, ever since i dun have a stable internet line at home, i started abandoning my blog and lost interest in blogging. now that i can online at mat's house BUT i have a prob with transfering my pics. gosh. how hard it is just to blog !

however. i will not delete my blog. i will still try to update and post pics if possible.

for now, im in a confused mood that i really need a space to think... so, catchup soon ! till then.

failure fucked up.

2009-03-03T23:04:00.000-08:00

accidentally found this pic on mat's pc, guess i saved it sometimes ago. so i just post it for this entry :)

guess it was almost a year ago, when we just started our relationship, and it was law ball 2008. that was a good time, really. i enjoyed so much hanging out with my new love at that time, enjoyed alot really. we spent like 24-7 together and never felt bored. it was all good! worth putting on a =D

things dont get boring thou... just that i've been in a bad temper. i always think i get mad of very sensible thing as i think i have all rights to get mad seriously. but after talking to him, he makes me feel all wrong. im wrong, im not supposed to get mad. u noe, the feeling sux to the maxx when i wanna talk to him nicely, bring back the good atmosphere but afterall i still hold the anger in my HEAD. argh i hate it.

i am really a failure in relationship. i believe one day we will break up, coz he cant take it anymore. but im not prepared for this. i just fcking h8 being in love. coz everyone changes. i duno wtf im talking bout but i can assure u for this moment, i really just hate myself and i dun deserve anyone. many ppl go for looks, u may get a really hot chic or cute guy, but when u find out he/she's not the one... u really have the urge to fuck her off right... but what holds u back is... the feeling... u love her/him. u love it best when u guys having lotsa fun.

love never fails. but i fail. miserably.

Love never fails

2009-03-01T18:48:00.000-08:00

i dunno whether or not its human nature, people tend to set out a whole long to-do list for their boyfriends. and also this thing makes influences my way of thinking. i think a bf should be available at all time whenever im in need, he should take me to wherever i wanna go, he should pick me up whenever i need transport, he should buy me food whenever im hungry, he shouldnt leave me alone, he should pay for my food, he shouldnt scold me, he should take care of me when im sick and so on.

i mean, that's really a high expectation u see? i understand that girls need a bf to make them feel loved and cared and etc but then hav u ever thought why does a guy need a gf? they dun need a gf just because they wanna take care of a girl they wanna burden themselves right? they just need a soulmate, someone they can turn to when they are down, someone who makes them feel appreciated as well right?

i dunno whats wrong, love seems to be really conservative to many people. they think that a girl should hold their dignity, they shouldnt be telling the guy how much she loves him and things like that. i really dun find it wrong to tell my bf how much i love him, it makes me feel really good to let him know that i love him yet getting to know that he loves me very much too. sometimes it's word like this which makes you smile and feel stronger in a relationship. znit?

love is both ways n to work it out? there's only one way, which involves both of you to compromise and put in more effort. love never fails.

Happy Valentines

2009-02-24T06:29:00.001-08:00

I celebrated my first ever (formal) valentine with this man :

the one i broke up and coupled back with. the one i've been loving since last May, the one who made me feel never like before.

I always hate blogging bout this as i think its my privacy but he really did make a difference. he doesnt treat me like a princess n pamper me like a kid, he doesnt go with whatever shit i say, he doesnt give in alot when i emo, all he did are nothing like what others did to me, this makes him really special. This is also why i cling on him so much.

Just at the very right time, he would come up asking me things that pop out in my head at that moment, we have the telepathy! and whenever i keep quiet, he would ask 'whats wrong baby'... it seriously makes me feel like curling my lips into smile again.

i was asked what do i like about him... i answered, he's caring. I wouldnt say he's a super caring guy like holding door whenever im behind the door, open car door for me to go up, tell bedtime stories to put me into sleep, accompany me whenever im alone, give flowers and all that... u know, he's just not that kinda guy. he doesnt compliment me just to flatter me, he doesnt hug me just to make me feel happy, he doesnt do things that pleasure me. he really uses his heart in every doing.

he's so caring in a way that... like for very tiny thing that no one would ever care, he would. i cant think of examples yet he makes me feel this way.

he's really the reason for my teardrops and smiles.

I dont know if we can last. i always think for sure we can last... forever but i am kinda scared after many breakups, and i wont say for sure we will last. but i am so sure that both of us are working things out, with effort. we argued alot, discussed alot, alot of tears, screaming, irrespect, insecurity, and alot of holding each other back, alot of hugs... and we brought each other back.

One thing that im sure, i wouldnt leave this guy for no reason. i wouldnt cheat on him. i wouldnt hurt him. cause i just wanna give him alot of love. and nothing but love.

PUKE

2009-02-17T02:47:00.001-08:00

im so sickkkkk. i dunno why im feeling so weird. i am i am i am so moody of doing anything but lying down. merely thinking. whatever lah cos im feeling so sickkkk !!! :(

2-14

2009-02-13T19:08:00.000-08:00

happy valentines day. wish everyone of u the best valentine ever!

happy birthday Halle.

it just hurts

2009-02-03T21:05:00.000-08:00

it hurts when i see our pics
it hurts when i drink your cup
it hurts when i sit in your car
it hurts when i dream bout you
it hurts when i lie on your bed
it hurts when i smell your shirt
it hurts when i sleep
it hurts when i wake up
it hurts when i silent
it hurts when i go to the toilet
it hurts when i listen to the song you listen
it hurts when i see guitar
it hurts when i see computer shops
it hurts when i go the men department in shopping mall
it hurts when i drink
it hurts when i eat
it hurts when i breathe...

2009-02-02T18:10:00.000-08:00

i fxking hate dreams. can i just calmly sleep without dreaming?

i hate dreaming cause i hate to wake up feeling empty. i hate to wake up feeling heart-broken. i hate to wake up feeling a bad day ahead. whatever dream it is, especially a good sweet dream. why do people wish my sweet dreams before i sleep? i wish i had night mare. so that when i wake up i could realise that stupid nightmare was over, it's just a damn dream. but if i had a sweet dream, i would wake up feeling upset over what was in my dream isnt in reality now.

a break up is a heart break

2009-02-01T18:26:00.000-08:00

hi there. i so fucking broke up.

to be serious i've never really talked anything formally or officially about my relationship in my blog. i guess no one really reads my blog now so i'll just burst it all out.

"it's called a breakup because it's broken" ever read this book? it's in part correct in part wrong la. i mean, a relationship wouldnt end UNTIL a third party exists. and if it does, that's not the relationship u should treasure znit ?

anyway i broke up never because of any third party but merely communication problem. u guys must be yelling BULLSHIT and thgs like that just like how i did last time. in my so called dictionary, there is NO problem in a relationship until a third party interrupts. thats why i open my whole damn heart to everyone who wanna love me and i can fall for anyone easily. and to be serious im the super typical girl that cant take any heart-break. i would feel very lost and dunno how to go on.

to be honest, the relationship with my CURRENT ex is the most memorable and appreciatable one EVER. i've never been so in love with a guy. most of the time when i get the guy i want i began to hide away. damnstupidgirl la last time. mat is someone i can get close to very easily. he makes me feel so comfortable and brings me to my comfort zone most of the time. if i think more mature im sure he's the best man in the world. the prob is he thinks im too immature. well i admit i am. i depend so much on him, i rely totally on him, cling onto him... u know it's like a circular. he brought me to a comfort zone but then im not allowed to be too comfortable with myself. it's pretty hard. there's a balance to be strike. so this depends on how much wisdom do you have. to be freaking honest, talking bout wisdom, i have only a little. coming to a relationship, thats even worse, i have zero. why? 'coz i dunno how to love a person. i'll do whatever i think it's good to him but i never care what he really wants. for eg, when he's sick i'll persuade him to c doctor but all he wants is to sleep. u know, things like that.

sometimes i began to hate myself of not knowing how to be an attractive girl. a girl who makes your guy never get bored of you.

mat is good. he deserves a better one.

i think the only way to love him is to leave him. im sure that makes him a lot released. he can do whatever he wants. he gives no commitment which holds him back and stresses him out. if this is the best thing he wants, i seriously, will just get my B plan, to get really really sad for few months then recover and go on. afterall i still will ask myself, am i that noble? can i really let go? do i really not wanna see him anymore?

no im not noble i cant let go i still wanna see him every second in my life. but hell, i gotta realise that love is not one sided. so now... i just dun wanna fall in love again. 'cos it hurts. guys would take me for granted. so everyone, start appreciating and if u want love, give your commitment. u want something for sure u need to give out something. stop hurting girls if u never know what the heck is commitment. OWH WHAT? u're still young and wants to play around? go slap your damn face in front of the mirror. ur fucking irresponsible words bring nothing but more pain in you... maybe not now. i dunno when. it surely comes. enjoy playing if u can bear with the consequences.

an attention seeker in the class

2009-01-21T23:38:00.000-08:00

cant believe that chinese new year is approaching soon! that's so good so so good 'coz i love chinese new year! another few days to go *:)

well for this year, the only bad thing is that im going apart from mat ! yes he's going back sabah tonight and me,tomorrow. i mean i go back kemaman duh.
but its okay we're seeing soon. nyeh.

lately i've been in such a good holiday mood, good tempered UNTIL I come to college and see some stupid ass. well she doesnt make my day bad or anything just that when i see her i just feel like laughing. okay let me talk bout this girl.

pls be reminded that here im talking bout her doesnt mean she makes me upset or anything like that, she's a tiny lil ant that i could just step on her and she dies, just that we girls (and guys too im sure) in the class could not stand her. name her B la ok B for biatch.

B is a very very typical attention seeker in the class, u know those who ask stupid questions over and over again, she's so afraid that the lecturer doesnt know her existence! if ONE DAY u dun hear her voice i also dunno what could have happened la maybe she doesnt exist anymore this is what i guess. She is so annoying in the sense that she shouts even though the class is in a complete silence. doubt me not. fine, mayb she really wanna be a LOUD lawyer so let her be. another thing is that, she could repeatedly ask a same fucking question not twice, maybe thrice. not that i care but i'm feeling sorry for the lecturer. sad case! ok next thing that i find it very pathetic is ... once she was late for class, she came in the class and... lecturer was half way talking obviously... and she heard half of it and shouted : "HUHH?" gosh cant she be more irritating. i dunno how and what can be done to her to shut her fucking mouth up. ok in a way maybe she thinks she's really cute in all her doings and she obviously doesnt realize that she annoys others.

She might be a very geeky good student but she fails as a friend. i mean, not even those hi-bye friends. how sad. i dont know who can and wants to be her friend and anyone who is doing that... must have ulterior motives.

at one point... she can stare at a girl really really long and her fucking scary eyes are like going to pop out anytime soon! gosh freak me out ! i m trying to be nice,still. im serious. serious. serious.

i just dun get why is she so irritating. and trust me i've never found a single person who types on a keyboard so hardly. she's like so worried that no one knows she can type fast. and that noise seriously disturbs me alot.

my confessions

2008-12-18T19:38:00.001-08:00

old friends rock

2008-12-15T19:45:00.000-08:00

hi everyone. i wanna introduce a blog. This blogger is a very good friend of mine and i like his way of writing. He's new he has only two entries so, support him emotionally :)

i've been blogging alot huh ?

i'm in such a weird mood today im feeling happy to meet my old friends and im feeling so uncomfortable with my new friends. three words to completely describe them. realistic.rich.boring.

ok maybe im the boring one but i really really dislike my new friends. im just such an immature bitch saying how i dun like my fren i know everything needs time but GOSH disliking the friends that you have to see almost everyday is TORTURING.

be blessed

2008-12-14T20:57:00.000-08:00

Shall i be blessed with peace in life.

there's always lil calling in my heart asking me to get enraged. i lost my temper a lot lately.

i finally know what is it called DEPRESSION or STRESS. its easy to say that im depressed im stressed. it has been an usual word coming out from everyone's mouth but who on earth actually understands how it feels to be stressed?

you're completely lost before you found a way to solve.

I am a very happy go lucky person. i hate to be like this reason being that, for every single bad thing i do, i find an excuse for myself and get over with it, sometimes happily. i can forget things pretty fast this kills me deep inside. cause it makes me a failure most of the time. i feel like i dont deserve to smile.

Expectation

2008-12-01T01:11:00.000-08:00

its me!

finally done my second individual coursework. im feeling so ... relaxed! because the long monday is gone! go away monday! DESPITE ANOTHER ASSIGNMENT DUE IN TWO WEEKS TIME T_T

ok. im good lately. nothing much to update.

i am longing for my genting trip but it seems like forever its not gonna come true uhuu i_i i feel so sad so sad!

anyway. things are always not going the way i want la u know, like usual. no matter how hard i pray for it haha. so ... accept the reality or fight till i die.

i am so so so gonna take a real break before things go so bad but goshhh why is everything not going well not in my expectation?

i always believe that high expectation leads to great disappointment but i never know that expectation of something common (maybe like u expect for a dinner with your family for example) ... still it leads to disappointment. the moral of the story is never expect because you're gonna be so damn disappointed !!! this is what happened to me lately. like every single day there is one disappointment! i know u are gonna say im so greedy, i have an expectation everyday? alright guys, not like that... maybe i am only expecting to come home at 7pm but i arrive at 9pm. ok that sorta disappointment la. hahaha bad example wei bad example!

ok dun laugh i know this isnt funny at all cause im kinda bored so im crapping all the way out till you're bored too hahaha!

again, its 519pm monday. i am having an expectation that mat can fetch me a bit earlier. mayb 15 mins later?
NO DUN EXPECT !!! cause he might come only 30 mins later! shit see la this is the real life example of expectation. forget bout the arriving home example. sux sux! sobs.

alright. comp lab is closing soon and every single one who studies in HELP knows that the lady helper in the comp lab is scary. she never smiles. she is terribly impatient !!! ok. so, before getting stared by her scary face shall i make a move! aurevoir.

aloha

2008-11-22T23:08:00.000-08:00

Aloha !

i'm really out of mood to blog already. i only feel like doing this when im pissed bored and when i wanna confess something deep inside me.

i guess you are pretty bored to come into myy blog and see no updates, arent u?

aww, sorry dudes and dudettes.

anyway i will still keep this blog alive, as much as i can. muax.

me

2008-11-21T07:18:00.000-08:00

physically i look very fine
emotionally i am broken sometimes
spiritually i am holding on
mentally i am quite retarded.

the weird emotion

2008-11-03T07:05:00.000-08:00

Sometimes i feel something is missing in life, i dont know what the hell it is, i just don't seem to find it... when u love someone, u will struggle hard to give him what he emotionally needs, but it becomes one sided when u dont feel wat's given to you...

I cant go thru that stone which steps me down sometimes. i cant go over another stage and realize that.. oh... i can accept it.

this emotion thing seems to bother me alot today. Its not easy to speak out with words, its not easy to just tell someone and get comforted. it doesnt work that way. its something abstract. its close to impossible for anyone to understand what im feeling.

helloworld

2008-11-03T00:20:00.000-08:00

the worst thing when u are tired is that you can't go home!

this is what happening to me!!! i'm freaking tired and feeling extremely uncomfortable but i can only stuck in the library to wait for someone to pick me up. crap!

Guess again it's time to update my blog sooo, wasssup!

Alot happened lately, from the worst to the best thing... from how i burst into tears collapsing like the end of the world to how i feel loved and happiness filling the air... it's so extreme! I am so contented sometimes and i feel so much missing sometimes. it's overally weird. alright i may not know how to express myself, like how i describe my feeling.

It's just... there's a point in ur life where you feel so much changes, doing the things that u hate to, adapting to others' life which i never tried to, but i'm so f*cking forced to do all these. I know i have to learn to do all these before it's too late, so i gotta really stay calm for all these, and even do it good, perhaps give it a best shot ! easier said than done of course. have faith... have faith... pray...

despite the piled up homeworks, i had a lot of outings as well, dont u realize oct and nov are just birthday months! i've been attending parties and yes, blowed up my allowances. happy birthday lingsan, happy birthday jen, happy birthday marilyn, happy birthday jovan, happy birthday lyiana, happy birthday ... oh... the upcoming ones... Mat's and MINE! bear in mind ya people lol.

another thing, visit http://dressupon9.blogspot.com !

Alright, till then!

I'm Back !

2008-10-22T00:51:00.000-07:00

HEY THERE !!!

haven't seen me for quite sometimes huh? say yes. well, i've been kinda mia from my friends,those loved ones. i shall put the blame on help lah cause i have freakin' alot of assignments due in super short time and all my classes are at 8am most of the days so i need to sleep early , just dont get a time to stay free and talk in my blog.

lately i'm so obsessed with my weight and i think im really fat now i need i need i need to slim down in no time because i hate myself in the mirror!

Ok, my stupid thought aside, see my langkawi pics!!

this is such a nice place seriously even shopaholics can stay calm without buying a single thing here. ( dun mention bout alcohols and chocs please )

And everyone has been asking me so much bout langkawi and everyone is planning to go !!! gosh langkawi shall pay me for ads! :P

Today i was discussing with lyiana bout tourist spots in malaysia and i realise it's really not much u know. malacca,langkawi,redang,genting(even thou everyone goes til dun wanna go),Terengganu(the magical place? never listen to hitz meh),...

there it stops. There's NO WHERE to go in Malaysia.. sorry i missed out sabah.

But back to a budgetted vacation, i seriously might as well go bangkok!

sshit am i teasin' malaysia? will i get caught. (thinkin' too much)

Lately i've had alot of nightmares and very untight sleep. I wake up at least once every night. I just dont feel comfortable even though physically i'm so tired. and last night, i heard puppies barking and it reminds me of suri my pood and i actually teared missing her! i miss her so much i wish she can lie beside me now!

I was actually thinking... one day if she dies, what would i feel. oh thats why i teared la actually :(

I misssssss her like crazy.

Pulau Langkawi

2008-10-18T00:09:00.000-07:00

Ever thought this is some sample wallpapers? When i open my sis's bf's laptop i thought that pic was the sample wallpaper seriously! The world is beautiful huh? Also, it gotta has ppl like me to capture such a perfect pic !!! alright this is how i want my pic to be, so i took my sis and her bf as a sample to show them how to take the pic for me, but goshhhhh, looks what have they done:

Not to say this pic sucks but You do the comparison!

A real photographer capture the pic below :

Wonderful isnt it !

Just if u are tired of the city rush-hour style of life, time to get away with it! for a budget enjoyable trip, really, do consider langkawi! as i had a lot of fun there with less than 1k !!! probably u spend only 800 with a lot of alcohol souvenirs! and chocs, perhaps!

i stayed in langkapuri chalets nearby pantai cenang and seriously, it's a nice place to stay!

But, if you have car sick or ferry sick, u're really recommended to go by air as it's a really long way from selangor and it's 1 and a half hour of journey from kedah jetty to langkawi. i almost puked. i strongly suggest them to upgrade their ferry. to some kinda cruise thingy haha.

Alright, till then. more pics ahead. stay tuned! or if you are really impatient, explore my facebook =)

Here pictures come

2008-10-14T07:00:00.000-07:00

After numbers of boring essays entry, my pics finally come!

My cousin's wedding at kamunlau restaurant in Kuantan last fri night.

i was seriously not prepared for this event and din even buy a dress for it! anyway it was just one night so i guess i need not to be over nervous and most of all, i m not the bride! :P

but i did get a temporary hair perm in puchong and after 3 hours sitting in the car going back to kuantan, my hair ... became abit cacated.

here are some pics!

actually there are more pics but it takes forever for me to upload them! gosh. i ll try harder next time, or maybe more in the next post as im gonna hit the sack right after this.

my life is so tiring most of the time i dunno why ! haha. and i have like so many assignments due soon. argh.

till then, bonjour, adoosh.

Good already

2008-10-12T20:26:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i wonder, if u both love each other, what could make up a reason for you to break up.

It's rather hard to type out the entire story of what made me moody 'cause i would really wanna keep it a little private.

I just really wanna shoutout, appreciate and do not let it go until u think it's hopeless.

don't presume alright, i mean, don't try to guess what happened 'cos u are gonna fail doing so haha. anyway i really love those comments and calls and smses. and listen all, I'm so alright now!

I'm Fine

Other than that, i have a lot of events to be posted, my langkawi trip and my cousin's wedding. tonnes of picssss! i'll get it done by tomorrow! (do my best)

So catchup soon.

11.10.2008 1558, heavy rain

2008-10-11T00:55:00.000-07:00

A break-up is due to the broken relationship huh.

time to get up. no matter how much u are willing to do or how much u are willing to give, it never matters cause at the end if the result is not desirable you are deemed a failure. here i learn a lesson.

Talk to me

2008-09-25T09:03:00.000-07:00

Talk to me
Speak with me
Don't sink before u rise, baby
Don't fade away

You hesitate
You seem to wait
For all the time we had
Feels like a world away

So who's to say
We'll be okay
We will make it through the night

Don't wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile
Cause we're the same
And i know that we'll never change

Look, i bought your favourite ice-cream
I dont wanna see it melt away
If u walk out now
I don't know if we going be the same
Baby, just talk with me
Cause i want you to stay here with me
I want you to stay here with me

Kindly click this to view this pretty nice song.

I've cried a whole night through and my eyes swell like dunno what. Why am i such a crybaby. I can't control my tears but keep flowing.
I suddenly recalled a poem i wrote years back.

Just if you are interested, click here :)

"Again , I’m crying in the midnight,Holding only myself tight"

this phrase totally reflects what i was feeling. Sometimes its not that i wanna cry to avoid problems or anything but first of all my tears will drop. what more can i say. i aint self symphatizing, ok maybe i was. i dont know. i dont know how do i feel. i hate the feeling of uncertainty. I am so unsure bout what i want, my temper always defeat my rationality. sad huh!

Sometimes i just want one person who can understand me, talk to me. just that one person. Warm me a lil bit more, pamper me a lil bit more, just a lil bit more?

The once-in-a-bluee-moon entry

2008-09-23T02:42:00.000-07:00

Just read my sis's blog and i have so much mixed feelings right now.

Life still prevails after a huge fall and sometimes, I stil feel moody. That was just something gruesome.

I don't know why is my life so busy that i stilll dont have time to catch up with those mates,really loved ones. Some says, when u have a boyfriend, you tend to forget all your friends. HEY DEARS OUT THERE, dont ever think of me like that alright. It plainly is because our time table clashed and no time for us to really hangout.

Next I still have not got my internet line yet irritating huh! so dont mind my dead blog (as it always is)

up here with pics

2008-09-14T02:45:00.000-07:00

Hey there sup!

I found a spot to online finally, without having to waste money ngekngek! guess what! I brought Mat's laptop and make it mine for a couple of weeks and i came to my sis's bf's company! with extremely fast surfing speed heheh! youtube also no need to wait, man!

Ok let's see wat i'm up to during weekends alright.

Ever since uni begins, I am so busy with studies, and i cant imagine i gotta do my presentation even on the first week! alright that wasn't too bad anyway. I just gotta spend more time on revision and read more do more haha.

So basically this is how i spend my weekends.

Outings!!! with sisters and boyfriend. Well, the best activity at night for both genders is nothing but bowling. (dont club so much ok)

Oh, or movie? yupp! So we usually go bowling then movie.

and then sunday we usually try to find something to do but endsup resting at home.

raya is coming soon hooray im so happy cause my parents r going to italy and they promised me a BAG! and also cause i am going to langkawi!! for the first time!!! hooray hooray.
ok first of all i wanna get myself some perfumes! and liquors for display haha i feel excited merely thinking of it!

i wanna become very dark when i come back hahaha so ppl cant recognise me :P and i might look slimmer (self comforting)

next, i am so in love with what about now now! haha

last but not least, happy birthday to ju my babe! muax love u!

crappykranky

2008-09-06T22:37:00.000-07:00

Hello it's me the lazy blogger again!

warning : no pictures in this entire post.

I've been so busy always going here and there lately. It's pretty tiring to be so occupied on weekends cause i basically just love to stay home, relax at home on weekends.

Luckily i could have time to stay home half of this sunday.

I miss all my uol mates as we used to hangout every single day last sem and we seem to be apart now, i miss julien,lingsan,faraz,calvin,xiaoheng,andrew,jukenn,probably ALL OF THEM. i just enjoy being with them so much. Even not my classmate, puisan,fei,justin blaablaablaaa im just gonna miss them alot. and sometimes distance is really an issue as we wont be able to meet up by coincidence in college,nor one call away.

it's just pretty ironic what life is.

i realize i've been talking alot bout this kinda life theory so i shall, bye!

with love

2008-09-04T07:49:00.000-07:00

I've been kind of depressed lately. Why. Probably because everything is going really not well and a lot of stress to handle , a new life to adapt i shall put it this way.

I guess i have not prayed hard enough, i've been tearing everyday for problems that can never been solved completely. I get very upset everytime i get teased and i feel very sad everytime I feel lonely. One thing i've changed myself is that I know i've grown up. I dont wanna be the daddy's pampered girl anymore. I used to think, nth's wrong to be those kinda girls and i was proud to be one.

For now, i know i need to be really independent. Change all i could to adapt in this ruthless world. Sad indeed.

but my baby told me i am stronger than i seem to be.

Failure is nothing right, everyone goes through it. why am i so weak to take it as something harsh.

it shall be a stepping stone.

i am good at comforting people with words, sometimes! but those words are... haha. deceiving lah. nice to be heard but never easy to be done. i love comforting myself all the time but i can assure u none of those words work on me. probably im just a stubborn ass.

from now on my blog will be full of craps like this. until i get my internet line done. so i can only blog when i get a chance to online. sad case!

whatever, i'm just gonna be a bit more contented. I shall know, comparing to so many others, i am good enough. I shall learn how to appreciate :)

shit happens

2008-08-30T09:38:00.000-07:00

within a moment of truth, everything changes.

how much i wish that was a dream.

what i planned, what was 'future', i had a mindset for all these since so long ago and i thought this plan would never fail but gosh how arrogant i was!

sometimes what makes the scariest thing is the facts. it's hard to be accepted yet it has to be. how ironic.

i cant imagine what i am going through now. i really wanna face it with an open heart, alter my lifestyle to this but somehow, everytime i recall it, i kinda step back.

i feel this is like a turning point in my life though nothing changes apparently, i still go to college, still study still go on my life but technically, mentally, whatever-ly, it changes the whole of me. i will never forget how it feels to get through this. some says shits happen. i used to think, bad thing happens , yes! but to what extent? now i realize. i feel it.

i really wanna thank mathew cause he goes through this with me. i cant imagine what would i feel and what would i do if im gonna go through this damn alone. and my supportive family. i love them for loving me this stupid lil' shit.

i learn. my mom said.

i wish i do.

facts

2008-08-28T12:27:00.000-07:00

never knew facts are so scary.

im so fucking fucked up.

i thought hardwork would get paid.

ya my ass gets paid off.

Mixed feelings

2008-08-21T04:53:00.000-07:00

i feel like a failure sometimes. i want everything to be perfectly fine, but everything turns out to be half broken.

i dont know how to adapt to others' lives.

i dont know how to love someone.

i am selfish am i not.

sometimes i feel stupid to write down my feelings in blog like i wanna tell the world that i am not happy.

sometimes i feel stupid not to write my feelings in blog and why do i need a blog then.

i have mixed feelings. all the time.

I am back in kemaman

2008-08-18T09:16:00.000-07:00

i am so used to sleeping late nowadays and i really just couldnt fall asleep when it's not 3 or 4am. this sucks.

the feeling of wanting to sleep but cant fall asleep is terrible. have u ever tried rolling on the bed for like 1 to 2 hours before you get into sleep?

i dont know if this is a habit or is it because ...

whatever.

i have loads of pictures to upload but i din bring back my camera cable. hahaha.

so stay tuned ;)

Chong Wei

2008-08-17T08:54:00.000-07:00

Lee Chong Wei we still love you.

argh sad till dunno how to say. it's so unfair cause lindan is so huge gosh my heart pounds so fast everytime he smashes and he used alot of tricks! what a man haha.

anyway i wanna tell lee chong wei that we still love you. i feel so sad when i see him so sad but he has done very well i_i

Working Mood

2008-08-13T01:17:00.000-07:00

Life's busy ever since i'm employed as a part timer. However i still manage to keep myself up to camwhoring! (even when i'm working ngehehe)

Let's see how my schedule goes, LOL!

530pm - gosh time passes slow! 5 more hours to go, sobs sobs!!!

830pm - 2 more hours 2 more hours, can smile a bit d !

1025pm - WUAHAHAHHA 5 more mins to go, there comes my 100 bucks!

XXX

Hmm, yesterday was Faraz's surprise birthday party, i feel so sorry that i couldnt make it to pelangi, sorry guys.

I am pretty sure we'll have much more time and upcoming events to be celebrated together, all together :) miss you guys real alot ! muax

Fei's birthday

2008-08-11T22:07:00.000-07:00

Hey there dear readers. i've been missing u all alot.

I am up to event jobs and jobs lately that's why i couldnt have time to update, be forgiving, lol.

So i'll be updating u the latest outing i've been - Fei's Birthday Celebration @ Souled Out, Hartamas.

On the LONG way...

The always-look-good couple lol :)

And now... be prepared to see some ugly people... lol!!!

OK !! That's it , not too many to be eyesore lol. let u guys see some pretty thing. LOL sorry i damn tak tau malu.

gosh look at him, he can pose!!!
and , he can flirt with his tongue!

gosh this picture looks like... they just got back from their wedding party and they are celebrating in their new (just married) house ! lol, how sweet.
FARAZ ! hes got a cool shirt from DUBAI !!! *jealous*

Look Look, now this is sweeeeet , awwwh !
Last but not least, me and the birthday boyyyyy ! Happy birthday Fei !

u guys have not done the licking thingy yet lolll ! we're looking forward to, guys!

August is such a birthday month hahaha, Happy birthday Ashwini and Jukenn whose birthday on a same day! and more to come...

Faraz's surprise, ready?

lol i'm writing it here cause im sure faraz doesnt read my blog hehe!!! no worries guys!

C YA! muaxxxx:)

Casual Update

2008-07-07T09:53:00.000-07:00

Hello. I came back like few days ago and i got a job next week in Genting and i gotta attend the rehearsal tomorrow SO ... I gotta go back tomorrow.

Argh. It's irritating. I was hesitant if i should take the job. Instead of doing nothing, it's still better to earn some money right. so, yeah i've bought a bus ticket back to KL tomorrow morning.

To be detailed, this will be my second time of sitting bus alone. i sorta forgot how the last time was but i remember i did not sit with any stranger, as for this time, im sure i will surely get some funny guy sit beside me. WHATEVER. I gotta be more independent n leave the 'pampered' label on me.

and why do all the employers all come in one shot. I got another job (130 per day) but it clashes with my genting job and my attachment ! eeesh.
And i'm so sad that i gotta leave my home pretty soon, which is 8 hours more.

I'm gonna miss my daddy mommy brothie suri maidee. but im happy to go back to see some other people.

so... life's pretty hard sometimes. take it or leave it. hmmmmm.

Guess everyone has been missing me loads hahaha (shameless so? =P) so lets see what i'm up to !

Interview day for legal attachment

and some pictures before i leave my house.

Typical photo shooting pose.jpg he got frightened by a fat woman.jpgmy tongue is longer.jpghe thinks he cute.jpg
self adsorbing.jpg
pose until i sick.jpg

Let's see how i spend my day.

I woke up, talked to mum, washed, went to daddy's company, went home for dinner, went out to buy suri a huge cage, came home, took a milk bubble bath, tv, piano, tv, (i forgot the order) and now im here! next thing im gonna sleep.

Pretty boring i definitely know. but i love living with my parents! :)

Outing *1

2008-07-05T22:49:00.000-07:00

Heya ! Ju is back to hometown, San is busy earning money , Rach started uni , so do Halle. The guys are all busy working and futsal-ling. So i am back to Kemaman again before i start my legal attachment NEXT WEEEEEEEEEK.

9-6 gosh.

Anyway, i finally watched Made of Honour. and it's so nice!

anyway i have a long to-watch lists, argh i need more money! =P

alright, dinner @ the Manhattan Fish Market with the loved ones:

we look like retards hahaha. oh we were actually TRYING to act like this is a candid shot but please, it's so fake.

LOL*

by the way i am now so addicted to this. There are hell alot of songs on piano ! mr melvin yip, go grab some and i bet u love them.

time to make my holiday a little productive though it's fun being jobless. :P

See ya all.

to Halle & Rach : Good lucks in your new uni ;)

Law Ball , Finally.

2008-07-01T10:49:00.000-07:00

Guess everyone has been waiting for this post. IT HAS BEEN A LONG DRAG !

So sorry (for those who were excited to see their pictures and turned down by me)

So , cut my craps and scroll to your pictures :
people, (deng x4)

KDU LAW BALL 2008 :

(As said, it wasn't fun , err more like we were TRYING to have fun haha)
Anyway i love spending time with u guys and so looking forward to gathering with you all ;) muax.

hey guys, that was why we girls went toilet every 20 mins hahaha. camwhore there nobody can see.

everyone was photo-taking !!
my complexion sucks to the maximum that day cause i was not usin' my own make up equipments! :(
Model of the day, Ooi Ju-Lien *Claps*

Muh Pretty Mate , 33 ~!

The Gurls in my table
ASH IS MISSING !!!
Faraz and the hotties ;)

yummy ju ?

Escapin' from the ballroom haha and did nonsense.

Now here u are , Calvin.
Your face can change a bit or not.
Camwhore cam whore !!!

And our table, won nothing at first. But we sorta cleaned up their prizes at almost the end of the ball.

First, and also the one who waited so long (and complained alot) for his lucky draw prize!

and the lucky Calvin (look at his face!we know that u are happy haha) and the lucky ju!
And din know why i was pulled to the stage. blur case.
CAMWHORE !

Group Picture
Happy with the gifts we got! (by Calvin)

Toldya, washroom is a good spot to take pictures.Muh own camwhore pics back from the ball. (MAKE SURE U DUN LAUGH!)

I GOT A LOT MORE but not gonna let'ya c hahaha byebye !

lol. no not yet.

Dear all classmates, I miss you all so much that i wanna see you all right now ! haha really look forward to meeting you all. It has been almost a month right. Anyway, update me.

And if you do concern :P , i am doing pretty good because Ju and I both enjoy doing nothing at home. VERY FUN ! though i feel a biiiiiiiit lifeless but i still love being jobless! hahaha.

But i gotta find a job pretty soon. To make myself feel a bit better. hahaha.

AND ALSO , Thursday night. a pending plan. but still, make sure u all come if it's on yeah! ouh since when my blog is like a notice board. Alright.

What I've been doing, until i abandon my blog and all.

I went back to Kemaman (grandma's bday, bro's bday, gathering and most importantly, living with my parents! lol)

And i went to Penang (main purpose to accompany my sis but i actually went travelling and food hunting)

Hangout with sisters (we can do alot and out of YOUR expectations)

lol.

Alright. Im free all day but i dunno why i am so busy technically and i only have time to blog right now, MIDNIGHT.

Anyway, gonna c u all soon yeah. muax!!!

Sorry

2008-06-28T16:56:00.000-07:00

I am so sorry ! for abandoning my blog. (again and again)

and no updates cause i've been to a lot of outings and i am so busy to have time to sit right down and transfer pics and so on. =/

SOON alright.

anyway sorry again for any disappointment :P love ya all.

Morph us.

2008-06-16T04:55:00.000-07:00

I'm so damn free and Mat is so damn busy so here's how i spent my time.

U try to guess who i morph my face with ok ;) it isnt a tough one.

a piece of failure haha. well this is combined of me and Ashton Kutcher

gosh don'cha think this girl is just hot ! i ain't praising myself but Kate Hudson!

Chad Michael Murray + Joyce Siaw
Nicole Kidman & I , I seriously think she is super pretty hahaha if such a girl exists i would definitely turn lesbian.

and i forgot who is this.

and a random camwhore pic right after i got home from lawball.

Hmm, Hurley asked me, dont u feel bored at home.

It made me suddenly felt so lifeless and i wanna get something to do like, going out hahaha so i'll be going out tonight. :P

By the way, i want my holiday to end soon so i can live contentedly but i dunwan it to end forever as i dunwan to see my results. argh. wat a dilemma.

anyway, life's still good , with the existence of you mat !

haha, enough of the craps. ciaoz.

Kemaman

2008-06-15T02:52:00.000-07:00

Sorry for abandoning my dead blog. i just didnt have much time to do so and i've been so busy with ... outings. haha.

And the most recent pics i've got with me is Ken's farewell + prom dress hunting. (leave the prom night for the next post ya)

And.. yeap, kenken went back to Sabah and he promised me bout the birdnests. nothing much , pictures.

lingsan and kenken

the maritius & the arabian

Just another Calvin
Mat

talking bout the lawball, it sux. i bet, if mat ken and the band would have performed, it'd definitely be muchh better ! as in, MUCH MUCH better.

usually only high expectation leads to deep fall right but for this law ball, i did not even give 1% of expectation and i definitely knew it's gonna be dead boring but still , it disappoints ! so for the next year, u guys enjoy hahah.

btw, i'm back in my hometown so those who wanna see me, kindly visit me at my house haha.

despite the hotness, everything's great here.

but i really can die wei it's super hot here !!!

oh and , HAPPY FATHER'S DAY !!!

I love my dad and i am going to eat grilled fish with him tonight ! as we had an early celebration yesterday.

So... here i end this stupid entry bye ;)

Tag

2008-06-08T06:57:00.000-07:00

Tagged by Yip aka Prince

step- by- step instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. Do you believe in love at first sight
I actually do.

2. Do you eat without brushing your teeth?
NO ? Is it necessary

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Wherever it is, as long as i am with my loved ones.

4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
I could possess eternal happiness (bit greedy but yea :P)

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
DUH ?

6 What will make you twirl in your room and roll on your bed and break out in screamo laughter?
When i am too happy like maybe i pass my exams , i won the grandprize to Paris for a year and etc hahahahahaha.

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Generate another $1 million

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
If he feels the same as me

9. Would you swim in a vat of chocolate?
Yes ! would love to try

10. What is the stupidest (serious) thing you have ever done?
Like , trust blindly

11. What was the latest movie u just attended and how was it?
SUPERHERO , surprisingly not bad and super funny

12. Which do you prefer from your other half? hug or a kiss?
Depends on the circumstances

13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
If i don't realize it then y not pointing out to me.

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
People around whom i love and whom love me

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
I can't deny this

16. What keeps you going everyday?
My family for whatsoever reason

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?- I wish i could be more determined

18. What makes you feel disappointed?
When i expect so , never pay too high an expectation

19. If given a chance, do you want to see your future?
Nah... I'll wait for the time to come

20. What's the motto of your life?
Driving dreams. (gosh i super love kdu)

I tag Calvin Khoo , Halle , Hurley and anyone who wants to do this =)

yay i'm done. byebye

after exam

2008-06-07T06:33:00.000-07:00

PARTY TIME !

It has been long since i last had fun ! and we all have been very attentive , many of us went to maison to have a splashy night and i'd say it was AWESOME !

that's why i feel so not enough haha!

well,im looking forward to the very next time !

pics :

the posers lol

this is my airen, super hot

the chics of the group
we actually got so excited that we danced on the sofa
kenken, made a huge sacrifice to come with us. Appreciate it.

I guess my lifestyle is turned upside down, totally. that's why i am dead sick now so allow me to just end my entry right here.

Rainbow

2008-05-28T02:15:00.000-07:00

sometimes i just can't wait for my exam to over but as deeper i go into thoughts... i wonder what can i do to pass my long holidays. Shall i enjoy to the fullest like i did so well in my exams.

And most of the time, being too free and jobless made me feel lifeless and bring me into recalling more and more bad things.

Used to think my exams are so long and ... without even realizing it coming near, it actually goes so fast. Sat for two papers, out of all four.

Two more to go and i'll be set free. So free to the extent i'm gonna miss all of you.

Anyway... i have some sweet notes :

Such motivating words...

random

Not in a mood to blog

2008-05-27T00:15:00.001-07:00

There are gazillions of good things in the world but i don't get to deserve even one of them.

The happiest and saddest things happened within these two days.

Howdy

2008-05-24T06:21:00.000-07:00

Tensed up

Exams sometimes are scary.

Waking up in every morning getting so worried that i would fail my papers.

i wish it's 10days later...

Some Updates

2008-05-17T21:58:00.000-07:00

Before i couldn't have time to blog, let's post all those pictures taken not so long ago.

Pre-Karaoke Session

Welcoming dinner in Kuantan

my naughty stood.

Slit-mouthed woman session

**
Crazy times session

-end-

Alright I'm off to Kuantan for mother's day celebration dinner. *sobs sobs din have time to study*

Penang

2008-05-16T21:29:00.000-07:00

Hey ;)

Guess what, a spontaneous decision made me now in my hometown.

And i've got all my pics to post!

On the bridge ! with the GPS which I don't lay full faith on haha.

Hmmm and this is my hotel sea view, a great scenery in the morning. imagine, as u wake up,slightly pull the curtain and you are turning into the sea's embrace. How dramatic haha.

A pic taken right after gymming session. pretty exhausted.

a snapshot before going out.

AND... everyone had been asking me if i've tried the best food over penang! and they seemed to be more excited than i was. Well, i went to the infamous Gurney , twice. Did not taste various kinds though. However, i can't deny that their rojak is awesome!

My Dinner ! Curry-beehoon, not bad notbad!

AND... some random camwhoring shots!

AND i did this :

DONT SCREAM ! and whatelse i did was to send a mms of these pics to my sister and complained bout how short my hair was.

She called me RIGHT AWAY !

"i don't believe that you would cut your hair even an inch"

Hey u know me pretty tooo well, and yes. that was a lie :P and it's fun.

"tired of the stacks of notes"

Alright, too many of camwhore pics. shall reduce a bit.

And here, i ended my Penang 4-day-trip.

Penang !

2008-05-14T05:10:00.000-07:00

WOW. I finally got my pictures ! without adapter , nor transferring cable.

Lately I've been utilizing the functions of my handphones quite effectively , and yes , I finally get to transfer 'some' pictures to my laptop.

the procedures are pretty complicated and i don't think you are interested , huh ?

lol.

Oh ya i've posted two entries very informally. Here, allow me to.

First of all, sorry to shift my blog over and over again. I am coming back to the most actual site i was using. After all the not-that-ideal blogsites i've been trying, well yea, have to admit that i still prefer blogspot.

Secondly , I decide to use blogspot again not because vox sucks. I seriously think vox is good despite the part vox doesn't have mobile blogging feature! lol and yes,it's implied. Blogspot has it !

So, here i am in Penang. And i have a feeling that i am not in Malaysia. WEIRD! haha. seriously i feel like i'm in bangkok...god knows why! this is pretty funny aye but this place looks and 'sounds' a bit strange to me. and I'm actually acting like a tourist walking around capturing pictures of the buildings and .. the culture. *grin*

A city-getaway trip, huh!

This makes me feel even MORE like going to Langkawi. Don't know why i have this crush to Langkawi , perhaps 'they' are cheap ! yuppy. Leave it to the post-exam plan.

And i feel extremely good of not having to make-up , dress-up , for anything !

Cause no one knows me and no one will think that 'omg joyce looks terrible'

Hahahaha. and i aint kidding when i say that i did not bring a single makeup equipment and i did not bring a single nice attire. Hmmmm,pretty relaxing.

Alright ! time to see the very first picture i'm gonna post here and the very first picture taken with my new handphone!

This was right after gymming.

And this was ... oh yeah, before going on a shopping spree in Penang ! gee !

I've got many more pictures and I shall post them when i go back home and have all the essential cables.

Till then... Stay tuned.

Hello

2008-05-13T20:09:00.000-07:00

testing

2008-05-13T09:20:00.001-07:00

testing

Joycette

Happy Birthday Alicia

TITANIC - MOVIE OF MY LIFE

madness for heels

What family stands for?

=))

I MISS YOU !!!

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Fridays are <3

This year i gain alot of pain

Boring Girl At Home

chill the fuck out

Family Dinner <3

Update

BREAK IN MY CAR

Broken Strings

My Immortal

If your internet line sux... u probably gonna wait really long for pics. lol

patheticcc

Rachelle's birthday outing @ Poppy Garden

Updates

Anticipate...

Sick of holidays

Exam is over

just out of boredom

CALLING FOR MACBOOK LOVERS

sucky shitty

slight update

I am ...

Love is...

What do couples do ?

random weird day

why did i start a blog

failure fucked up.

Love never fails

Happy Valentines

PUKE

2-14

it just hurts

a break up is a heart break

an attention seeker in the class

my confessions

old friends rock

be blessed

Expectation

aloha

me

the weird emotion

helloworld

I'm Back !

Pulau Langkawi

Here pictures come

Good already

11.10.2008 1558, heavy rain

Talk to me

The once-in-a-bluee-moon entry

up here with pics

crappykranky

with love

shit happens

facts

Mixed feelings

I am back in kemaman

Chong Wei

Working Mood

Fei's birthday

Casual Update

Outing *1

Law Ball , Finally.

Sorry

Morph us.

Kemaman

Tag

after exam

Rainbow

Not in a mood to blog

Howdy

Some Updates

Penang

Penang !

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FUCK YOU BREAK UP !