Bumpy bumpy this love road
falling down
again
thought it would be good
but turn out in pain
what i should
and what i could
to join in this love game
shut me up and take a look
this game is for saints
switch me to single mode
and i'll not be
tame

FUCK YOU BREAK UP !

Fridays are <3

How is everyone doing ?

This is a post, specially to congratulate all my babes and dudes in passing their UOL EXAMS ! I'm so happy for them !

Especially Kenn. His birthday is 20days before the result comes out ! and i said i'll grant him his birthday wish, and last night, by checking his result with my handphone, happily, KENN ! YOU PASSED !

DAMN. that's the best news i've ever told him i guess.
This year is probably a good year for them, as most of them passed ! some even with flying colours. hmm, i almost forgot what's the feeling of victory...


ANYWAY.

I accompanied my dear Halle to 1u yesterday ! and due to the very attractive promotion, i bought this ! (im lazy to take a pic so i google it instead! HEhe)

BEAUTEEN/HOYU JAPAN No. 1 HAIR DYE

WHY DID I BUY IT ? I buy every single thing for a reason. and this hair dye, i buy it with a SUPER GOOD REASON.


Here's the deal. buy one hair dye and u r entitled to one small japanese bag (tiny bag where u can stuff ur money and hp inside, but the promoter claimed it to be a HOT item in Japan where every girl is using.) and also u are entitled to one lucky draw.


So, the attractive part is IF YOU BUY TWO, u get two tiny japanese bags, two lucky draws, and BONUS IS : u get a travelling bag (stripes, quite cute la) which costs rm69.9 and one hair conditioner which is worth rm19.9.


For Lucky Draw, the best thing u can get is either shampoo or conditioner, or else, japanese fan, pens, cape... tiny stuff like that.

So, since hal wanna buy too, we bought two ! and i took the conditioner cause firstly i dun use travelling bag and i have hell alot at home. So i gave her instead. and the kind promoter actuallly let me peep into the lucky draw box and i got conditioner, as wanted. So i'll have two bottles! hmmm? ok, so the kind lady asked if i wanna change to shampoo. why not?

HEHE. so i actually spent rm22.9 on

• one hair dye
• one japanese tiny bag
• one shampoo
• one conditioner

What's so good bout the hair dye? well, i am actually used to DIY dye my hair, cause i have many bad experiences with hair stylists, who can never give me the hair color i want. So, i usually buy hair dye in a wholesale shop (available in sg wang, puchong and many places)... So usually i have to buy my own gloves and capes and comb...

The thing with this hair dye is... GLOVES - provided. Capes - use unwanted towel la.... COMB - not necessary because the bottle comes with the comb-like cover. so u basically press and comb your hair and the hair dye is applied evenly. HOW GOOD THIS IS?

WHERE TO GET IT ?

I bought it during watsons promotion and i think it's still going on... in 1u, old wing concourse, right beside padini authentics (i think...)

OKAY! time to wash my hair now.

This year i gain alot of pain

i am in a deep pain. i swear this is my last time going through this pain. it has been umpteen times in a year. and now, i will clearly, make this a must. i must go this time. i M U S T let go this time. i M U S T leave this time, and never give myself a chance or a damned excuse to come back again.

Because nothing will be as pain.

It's like a sickness, haunt me for a year, sometimes feels good but when virus attacks, hurt like no way !

this year, is perhaps the year i lost most tears. the year i will bear in mind, and let myself know, never commit same mistake again. a reminder year. this is the most painful year, too. Growing up is a long way and a painful way to go.

no matter how cute his sleeping pose is, no matter how adorable he is to me, i must make my heart firm and strong as stone this time, i am going to leave.

i am sick of myself, lingering around someone who i dont seem to understand after a year. i am sick of myself, crying alone in the night while he sleeps tight. i am sick of myself giving out hell lots but still being said i am selfish and greedy. i am sick of being in a relationship alone.

why does it cause so much pain ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

when is this gonna end ? now. yes, i tell myself, i order my mind, my emotion, my heart to stop my love, towards this saint. He deserves better.

Boring Girl At Home

Howdy?

I've been bored at home! as i hate being a cheap labour working 10 hours for rm100 so i am jobless now ! add on : i cant deny that i am pretty lazy nowadays. i wake up at 12pm ! or later. jetlag wat to do. nonsense! timelag it should be. lol.

Suddenly i realise i've abandoned my bloggggg and most of the time i dont have a proper entry, really. and i am kinda sure i have no readers now. Just like myself, i would stop visitting that blog if the blogger is lazy as me. whatever.

I am at home all the time and i dont know what to blog about already, really. oh, come, someone come piss me off or make me extremely happy.

Oh ya, national day is coming ! where to ? I WILL BE BACK TO MY HOMETOWN ! and it's pretty cool to stay at a peaceful town on this peaceful day. but im actually pretty worried about the traffic. im sure we'll get stuck BADLY in a jam at the east coast highway as everyone is heading back ! awww. nooo!

Arh, since im bored, i played with my webbie. and some features it has.

I love Flowers! someone comes gimme a big bouquet ! lol. i dunno what im talking about, im just really malfunctioning already !!! some says, when u r lazy, ur brain and all organs wil work slower, so your whole body and reflection and respond are like, slow by half a bit. im no longer a science student, so i dun care if this is proven scientifically. but currently, i feel like it ! dang. pretty slowed.

Anyway, i've been helping my sis with her online boutique, take down order, reply to inquiries etc. and i told my sis i want a dress in repay.

im pretty in love with that *point at the dress*, do u think u wanna give it to me?

nop!

*SOBS* WHY la WHY. i helped u this and this and that and ... *drama going on*

Argh. i'll buy u more next month. (as she's going oversea to choose stocks)

Well, im really in love with those dresses but im not allowed to buy.

next topic,

Sometimes i dont feel like a girl ! i havent been decorating my nails and toes for like ... a month. why are toes and nails important to a girl ? i dunno, it just makes a girl look 20% cleaner, 20% prettier, 20% sexier, 20% cuter and last 20% more attractive. so now i need to catch those percentages back.

Catcha in a bitt !

chill the fuck out

when will u start to listen to me...

sigh. this is my first time, very first time feeling fed up. i am tired after consecutive fights. i am sick of stuffing my feelings in my fragile lil damn heart and talk to no one. fuck this shit.

the prob is afterall, i dunno what r we fighting for. his dignity? or my dignity?

just, none of us can let go of those stupid meaningless fight and hold each other again.

calm the fuck down.

i cant. the besst i can do is hide my hp in the blanket, silent mode, open my laptop and crap it here !

this is my best. what a fucking failure.

*SCREAM* i suck doing my best i suck being ur best so what shits i am? argh. SICK.

S IIIII G HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!


u guys know just, what is sigh ?

WHY DO I DESERVE SHIT !

Family Dinner <3

It has been ages since i have pictures ! i have no idea why, really. i am just being really low profile lately. lol.

Actually, not much outings lately, i've been working on a website for days so i became a computer geek for few days... but now during my family days!

My parents have been here for 3 days <3<3 and as usual, we hang out and had alot good times ! and finally i get to see myself in pictures, lol.

We actually attended a dinner with my dad's friend, whose son works in this restaurant so we get to dine in without advance booking :)

Dinner at YANG CHENG RESTAURANT, JLN. IMBI, KL.

the usually charming and always my pride, sisters

Me and my fatt tiu cheong soup. Lovin' it !

my mom busy talking, i busy enjoying my wine and thats my sis, posing

My dad and Uncle Choy

My mom and Uncle Choy's wife

I had a great night merely just sitting there though i was soooooo full !!!

Alright, before i crap over nothing, till then ya ! :)

Update

yes i ve been so busy again ! lol. im so sorry , i ve been working and working and ... just feels occupied !

My sis's online boutique is launched !

HTTP://WWW.URBANCHIQUE.BLOGSPOT.COM

have fun shopping ! and i ll be back in short !