argh what will you do when u r tired n ur head feels like exploding but u r still stucked with your damn books in the middle of the night ?
SLEEPING , DUH ?
Uhuh, very smart.
but i dont feel like it yet, i just wanna take a break before moving on.
Can i bring up some topics and opine them?
sometimes i dunno why do people need to study and i used to ask my friends when i was young, who invented EDUCATION. aww that was so innocent. haha. but seriously, who said education is so important that we shouldnt leave it OUT OF OUR LIFE? aww, i just wanna have fun !!
fun needs money, and money comes from salary of your job. Job comes from your employer and employer sees how educated u are. SO THAT IS THE DAMN REASON WHY I AM STUCKED WITH MY KNOWLEDGE NOW ! ya so dun complain, go back to study hahaha.
but seriously, why cant i find my hidden talent and make a profit out of it? like maybe im such a great painter, or im best at shouting, how bout my singing voice resembles angel's voice and people pay me to sing. shit that would be excellent! and what if i just stay home take pic n blog like xiaxue and i live like her, luxury *blink
or maybe im hot and pretty enough that i go for some photoshoot n get thousands per session?
okay i know im pretty dumb saying things like this now. so switch topic.
hmm, let's talk bout... how to relax your going-to-explode-head ?
this is pretty torturing when ur head is screaming and u dunno what to do. i think when i sleep later i can dream of nothing by case names. sometimes i love studying n sometimes i hate. i love studying when i can slack off n skip class the next day not like working ur wage of the day get cut by skipping work. i hate it when i have to study for exam while exam is coming nearer and nearer! goddamnit why cant i have my good time sleeping shit :(
Saturday, April 25, 2009
just out of boredom
Written by Joyce Siaw at 11:41 AM 3 thoughts
Friday, April 24, 2009
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Written by Joyce Siaw at 12:13 AM 1 thoughts
Friday, April 17, 2009
sucky shitty
i feel so collapsed.
life is full of separations. so many separations that would make you think life is tiring. sometimes i just wanna live happily, in a happy go lucky sense. fuck all the problems fuck them all, i just wanna live my life. life is so short why do i care for so much?
slowly i discover that i am not a worthy person. not worth to be loved. cause maybe my way of loving people is not correct. maybe i enjoy being loved than loving.
i feel good and comfy being wit him and i can smile 24 hours a day when im with him and im always feelin cheered when he's around.
shit i dun feel like continuing.
Written by Joyce Siaw at 11:28 PM 2 thoughts
Monday, April 6, 2009
slight update
those blogs i used to read are so not updated and so is mine. is this period of time a superb busy one? that everyone has to be so busy that they ignore their blogs.
for me it definitely is. well, i mean even if its not i still abandon my blog but for now, i really hav no time but to prepare for studies. exam is less than a month away and mooting is tomorrow. oh its over 12am now so my mooting presentation is later. sh*t. i did not memorize my points yet and this is an important presentation that is counted in my finals. life is HARD on me. no i should say im pretty unorganised. and u know what, i actually forgot to bring my formal heels, but thank god i hav good friend like halle who is willing to lend it to me!!! muax, thanks babe!
i am kinda tired after hangin out outside and reach home after 11. i hate it when i reach home this late. it's another story if i can sleep till tomorrow night but the thg is, wake up PRET-TIE EARL-IE Mannn.
ok my early is 7 somthg and im sure its really early to everyone and most of u.
so i better hit the sack now. ciaoz. wish me lucks
Written by Joyce Siaw at 9:07 AM 0 thoughts
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
I am ...
Today is a bad bad day.
Because i got slapped by my best friend.
She said she hates me and dun wanna friend me anymore...
i think twice, thrice... so many times... where did i go wrong, what did i do...
could it be that i am prettier than her? could it be that her bf actually had a crush for me? could it be that my personality sucks? could it be that someone sabotage us?
she's my bff for 10 years. 10 years is really long and i used to tell her every single dirty little secret... i am really down. this feeling sux to the max and i can do no more but to ask her what happened.
she replied in sms, shut up b*tch, fu*k off.
those harsh words really hurt deeply you know. dear, tell me where did i go wrong? i really cherish our friendship... and i will not let it just die like this, without even a reason.
Afterall...
I shall just ....
wish everyone that HAPPY APRIL FOOOOOOL.
Hahahahhahhaha, shit i feel so sorry cause i've pranked on almost everyone today !
firstly Mat, 3 of my siblings, Halle, Jukenn, Julien, marilyn, kim, qing, lyiana, whoelse huh! lol i really love doing this on this day. but my limit is that i wont go beyond the extent where ppl get frust la hahaha. most replies are : lame or not funny ...
the best part is that when i send "i lost 700bucks! to my shella my eldest sis, and then i said APRIL FOOL hahaha. then guess what, within 15 mins, she sent me a msg saying "i knocked down a guy and he's lying on the floor"
gosh! darling shel, shouldnt u ... ahhaahahaha. speechless.
and for julien, i used the same trick i used last year. ops ops, too bad hahaha.
Those who got pranked are halle and jukenn. too bad for you guys. lol!!!
alright now, dun go too over, play safe hahaha.
Written by Joyce Siaw at 2:38 AM 1 thoughts

