chill the fuck out

when will u start to listen to me...

sigh. this is my first time, very first time feeling fed up. i am tired after consecutive fights. i am sick of stuffing my feelings in my fragile lil damn heart and talk to no one. fuck this shit.

the prob is afterall, i dunno what r we fighting for. his dignity? or my dignity?

just, none of us can let go of those stupid meaningless fight and hold each other again.

calm the fuck down.

i cant. the besst i can do is hide my hp in the blanket, silent mode, open my laptop and crap it here !

this is my best. what a fucking failure.

*SCREAM* i suck doing my best i suck being ur best so what shits i am? argh. SICK.

S IIIII G HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!


u guys know just, what is sigh ?

WHY DO I DESERVE SHIT !