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im sure u would love to know how a student on 3 months holiday would spend her time.

everytime before my holidays come, i'll have a whole long list of plans, to-dos so that i wont be a redundant someone, sleeping at home 24/7 complaining bored and feel like a retard. Sadly, none of my plan comes true, everytime! and yes, not as expected, im the one who complains BORED TO DEATH now. And, i also wonder when is my new sem starting !!! cant wait for it !!!

i hate waking up early, i hate scratching my heads over tough subjects, i hate burning midnight oil studying for tests, i hate travelling all the way to my college for classes, i hate preparing for exams, i dunno why i feel completely different now. i wish i can go classes again, studying for subjects, researching for assignments and stuffs! oh, pathetic!!!

u know, i feel so ... (lemme find a right word to explain my feeling) *after 5 mins* gosh, i really dunno how to explain how i feel ~ i just, dont wanna stuck in pet society for the entire day, googling over thousands of stuffs, chasing after bizarre gossips, do everything to try to make myself feel useful. im like, wasting my life... seeing my life fading slowly away! not exaggerating. im sure no one likes to feel useless, had nothing done in a whole 24hours, lay your palm to your mom to get money! tsk tsk. this is what i am. sad huh!!!