My Immortal

this wound wont seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
u cry I'd wipe away all of your tears
u scream I'd fight away all of your fears
i hold your hand through all of these years
you still have... all of me.
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
but though you're still with me
I've been alone all along...

I used to listening to this song the last time i broke up. No difference to this time, i'm still listening to it.

one difference i spot, this time, it's much more painful than any others. feels sad yet weird, im not crying now, on the first night. dont know if im already immuned or im too tired to cry. or maybe i still haven't face it properly.

i am back to single again!

and i cant fall asleep no matter how tired my body and soul are. no matter how tiring my eyes are, i just cant seem to close them. im scared of the images popping up my mind.

is this for good. is this for real. is this true.

wake up lil hunny, yes it is. pull your eyes open and see the truth.

never knew the pain is so untouchable, so fake... im diving in the fantasy... dun seem to want to wake up. this dream is over hunny, so wake up. move on move on. someone tells me these? tomorrow is a better day. but how bout tonight? THINK OF TOMORROW!

but how good tomorrow is ?