i feel so collapsed.
life is full of separations. so many separations that would make you think life is tiring. sometimes i just wanna live happily, in a happy go lucky sense. fuck all the problems fuck them all, i just wanna live my life. life is so short why do i care for so much?
slowly i discover that i am not a worthy person. not worth to be loved. cause maybe my way of loving people is not correct. maybe i enjoy being loved than loving.
i feel good and comfy being wit him and i can smile 24 hours a day when im with him and im always feelin cheered when he's around.
shit i dun feel like continuing.
Friday, April 17, 2009
sucky shitty
Written by Joyce Siaw at 11:28 PM
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2 thoughts:
it takes a "big person" to admit that he or she is not worthy to be loved, and yet i do not believe it. i have read your entries and you sure are someone...someone special to some people.
and there is no "right or wrong" ways to love a person. the only thing that you will have to know is if the other person is receptive of your love and if he or she is able to reciprocate it.
don't worry, this will pass. you'll be back to your jolly self in no time. if you can smile, smile! :)
interesting !
thanks there. n i do hold faith still, cause i guess yet im a worthy person. :)
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