my confessions

old friends rock

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i've been blogging alot huh ?

i'm in such a weird mood today im feeling happy to meet my old friends and im feeling so uncomfortable with my new friends. three words to completely describe them. realistic.rich.boring.

ok maybe im the boring one but i really really dislike my new friends. im just such an immature bitch saying how i dun like my fren i know everything needs time but GOSH disliking the friends that you have to see almost everyday is TORTURING.

be blessed

Shall i be blessed with peace in life.

there's always lil calling in my heart asking me to get enraged. i lost my temper a lot lately.

i finally know what is it called DEPRESSION or STRESS. its easy to say that im depressed im stressed. it has been an usual word coming out from everyone's mouth but who on earth actually understands how it feels to be stressed?

you're completely lost before you found a way to solve.

I am a very happy go lucky person. i hate to be like this reason being that, for every single bad thing i do, i find an excuse for myself and get over with it, sometimes happily. i can forget things pretty fast this kills me deep inside. cause it makes me a failure most of the time. i feel like i dont deserve to smile.

Expectation

its me!

finally done my second individual coursework. im feeling so ... relaxed! because the long monday is gone! go away monday! DESPITE ANOTHER ASSIGNMENT DUE IN TWO WEEKS TIME T_T

ok. im good lately. nothing much to update.

i am longing for my genting trip but it seems like forever its not gonna come true uhuu i_i i feel so sad so sad!

anyway. things are always not going the way i want la u know, like usual. no matter how hard i pray for it haha. so ... accept the reality or fight till i die.

i am so so so gonna take a real break before things go so bad but goshhh why is everything not going well not in my expectation?

i always believe that high expectation leads to great disappointment but i never know that expectation of something common (maybe like u expect for a dinner with your family for example) ... still it leads to disappointment. the moral of the story is never expect because you're gonna be so damn disappointed !!! this is what happened to me lately. like every single day there is one disappointment! i know u are gonna say im so greedy, i have an expectation everyday? alright guys, not like that... maybe i am only expecting to come home at 7pm but i arrive at 9pm. ok that sorta disappointment la. hahaha bad example wei bad example!

ok dun laugh i know this isnt funny at all cause im kinda bored so im crapping all the way out till you're bored too hahaha!

again, its 519pm monday. i am having an expectation that mat can fetch me a bit earlier. mayb 15 mins later?
NO DUN EXPECT !!! cause he might come only 30 mins later! shit see la this is the real life example of expectation. forget bout the arriving home example. sux sux! sobs.

alright. comp lab is closing soon and every single one who studies in HELP knows that the lady helper in the comp lab is scary. she never smiles. she is terribly impatient !!! ok. so, before getting stared by her scary face shall i make a move! aurevoir.