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im sure u would love to know how a student on 3 months holiday would spend her time.

everytime before my holidays come, i'll have a whole long list of plans, to-dos so that i wont be a redundant someone, sleeping at home 24/7 complaining bored and feel like a retard. Sadly, none of my plan comes true, everytime! and yes, not as expected, im the one who complains BORED TO DEATH now. And, i also wonder when is my new sem starting !!! cant wait for it !!!

i hate waking up early, i hate scratching my heads over tough subjects, i hate burning midnight oil studying for tests, i hate travelling all the way to my college for classes, i hate preparing for exams, i dunno why i feel completely different now. i wish i can go classes again, studying for subjects, researching for assignments and stuffs! oh, pathetic!!!

u know, i feel so ... (lemme find a right word to explain my feeling) *after 5 mins* gosh, i really dunno how to explain how i feel ~ i just, dont wanna stuck in pet society for the entire day, googling over thousands of stuffs, chasing after bizarre gossips, do everything to try to make myself feel useful. im like, wasting my life... seeing my life fading slowly away! not exaggerating. im sure no one likes to feel useless, had nothing done in a whole 24hours, lay your palm to your mom to get money! tsk tsk. this is what i am. sad huh!!!

Rachelle's birthday outing @ Poppy Garden

I'd say, finally... i have an entry with pictures. lol.

and yes, i gain a lot alot of weight !!! i became a lazy bum in holidays and i eat and sleep a lot. guess it's time to hit the gym!!!

and this outing is a little special, why say so? because this time we clubbed with people we've never seen them in anything else than school uniform! yes, basically a highschool reunion. so it's pretty fun!

poor me forgot to bring my camera that night, i was actually put it on the table, i just forgot the step to put it into my bag! arh. such a waste. cause u know i hardly party i hardly wear nicenice make up nice nice and etc. but luckily we had rach, maggie and halle's cameras and after synchronizing, here's our pics!

the long time no see Jack Tan

The attendees

the posers (Ken, Kelvin, Jacktan, Mathew)

Maggie & I

The Girlies

Camwhore with the camwhore queen

Oh, u know who he is.

ChenLing, my neighbour back in hometown

im so fat !!!
that explains why i din take lots pics.

Me and the birthday chic. Stay pretty han !

There ends the night. and i just cant wait to have next outing. cause i did not really mix along very well this time as i was having a sore eye.

SO, TOODLES.

Updates

hey there. sorry for being M.I.A. for a while.

i've not been able to online for a while.

i don't know what am i actually busy-ing over, but i just feel like i have no time to blog.

its my highschool best fren's birthday today, happy birthday Rachelle. and we're gonna party at poppy tomorrow night. it has been so long since i last had fun, really wanna get crazy for this time cause i cant forsee any opportunity of going party after this one.

my eyes feel weird, like i cant open it entirely. but i sweat i had enough sleep. more than enough. or is it because i sleep too much? but my eyes r tired. i think my health is getting weaker as i always feel discomfort in different parts of my body. should i see a doctor. but what do i tell the doctor? i feel discomfort , all parts. hahaha. shiznit.

oh by the way, im really happy and i think i shall put on a wide smile, i passed my exams. thank god.

nothing much to update now. till then.

Anticipate...

the nearer the time is getting to meeting mat, the more impatient i am !

why do i talk like i've gone somewhere for a year. Nooo. i've been away only for less than two weeks. 8 days to be exact. but i already miss him soooooo muchhh! im even nervous to see him again hahaha. call me silly, yes.

im beginning really lazy to do anything but to wait until tomorrow! today after two mins. okok. i dunno and dun want to tell you how desperate i am to see him again. so, toodles!

Sick of holidays

oh my gosh i am so bored. so damn bored seriously.

when i have classes everyday i was anticipating my holidays when now my holidays just begin and i am dying of boredom already.

i have no mood to go out but staying home is so dead sometimes. other than playing with suri my dog i dunno whatelse i can do. i really dont sleep a lot. not a drama fans. come on... u tell me whatelse can i do. *scratch head*

Exam is over

exam is o-o-o-o-over!

i feel quite fast actually, it's like it ends before i really go into the mad fever of doing revision.

what i wanna do most is get a camera and take pics everywhere and continue bloggin' *big smile

i wanna capture down my dog's life and also mine. haha.

one year is short sometimes... another less than a week im gonna celebrate my 1st anniversary with mat :) *happy

just out of boredom

argh what will you do when u r tired n ur head feels like exploding but u r still stucked with your damn books in the middle of the night ?

SLEEPING , DUH ?

Uhuh, very smart.

but i dont feel like it yet, i just wanna take a break before moving on.

Can i bring up some topics and opine them?

sometimes i dunno why do people need to study and i used to ask my friends when i was young, who invented EDUCATION. aww that was so innocent. haha. but seriously, who said education is so important that we shouldnt leave it OUT OF OUR LIFE? aww, i just wanna have fun !!

fun needs money, and money comes from salary of your job. Job comes from your employer and employer sees how educated u are. SO THAT IS THE DAMN REASON WHY I AM STUCKED WITH MY KNOWLEDGE NOW ! ya so dun complain, go back to study hahaha.

but seriously, why cant i find my hidden talent and make a profit out of it? like maybe im such a great painter, or im best at shouting, how bout my singing voice resembles angel's voice and people pay me to sing. shit that would be excellent! and what if i just stay home take pic n blog like xiaxue and i live like her, luxury *blink

or maybe im hot and pretty enough that i go for some photoshoot n get thousands per session?

okay i know im pretty dumb saying things like this now. so switch topic.

hmm, let's talk bout... how to relax your going-to-explode-head ?

this is pretty torturing when ur head is screaming and u dunno what to do. i think when i sleep later i can dream of nothing by case names. sometimes i love studying n sometimes i hate. i love studying when i can slack off n skip class the next day not like working ur wage of the day get cut by skipping work. i hate it when i have to study for exam while exam is coming nearer and nearer! goddamnit why cant i have my good time sleeping shit :(